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Bradford for the weekend

11.05.2006 @ 9:37 PM in Lifestream
My other Home Originally uploaded by Buffawhat.
Gotta love the country sometimes. Had the best weekend: home-cooked food, did all my laundry, hung out with family... and no sirens or crackheads for two days. click here to view the Pics

Pleaz Halp

11.04.2006 @ 4:11 PM in Lifestream
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O Snap, Gawd, I sho is Glad I'm one of doz homer-sezuals, cause I'd sho be ofer der wit dem shootin bullets. You said what you meant you ketchup suckin bastard. I was recruited with a 95 ASVAB you arrogant Fuck. By The Way, This is a response to what John Kerry said last week:
"You know, education -- if you make the most of it, you study hard and you do your homework and you make an effort to be smart, you can do well." "If you don't, you get stuck in Iraq."

Halloween 06 at Marcellas

11.03.2006 @ 3:17 PM in Lifestream
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A costume was really easy this year. I never planned for the eye makeup, all I wanted was a little bit o' glitter. But when you sit in front of a drag queen and ask for glitter, that bitch is gonna have to do your eyes. I gotta hand it to Robitica though; for the first time in eyeliner, it actually didn't look that bad. Then Sunday was Switch Night, so all the boys had to at least wear a wig... I chose Fanny's Blue Spike Mohawk and it went well with the blue shorts. Check out the flickrs

deja vu

11.02.2006 @ 8:36 PM in Lifestream

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Originally uploaded by Buffawhat.

Oh yea... its snowing again. I just hope it doesn't get in the way of my pops coming to pick me up this weekend so I can go down to Bradford and get me some grilled goodness, 18 hours sound sleep.. and do about 200lbs of laundry.

Happy Halloween!

10.31.2006 @ 6:55 PM in Lifestream
Google Halloween 06 [Halloween 2006 from Google]
Happy Halloween! I'm going to see Saw III today, I'm so excited. As for costumes, I've been done up all this weekend at Marcellas, so I'm going as me today. When Regina Jr finally gets me some pics I'll show you what this go-go boy was up to. And here is the past 5 years of Google Halloween logos to enjoy. Copyright Google, of course.
Google Halloween 05 [2005] Google Halloween 04 [2004] Google Halloween 03 [2003] Google Halloween 02 [2002] Google Halloween 01 [2001]

Wishful Thinking

10.31.2006 @ 3:46 PM in Lifestream
I'm so tired of being single. I keep reading these blogs and watching flickr streams of couples that are so happy, or at least settled enough to get into a huge fight knowing that it doesn't mean a breakup.. just some really awesome make-up sex. Even the happy breeders are getting to me... Jen, you better hold on to Mark forever. I'll be 21 in January... but I don't feel excited or ready to be that "magic age." I don't want to hit Cathode for big ass drink night every Monday alone; sure I'll have a crowd of friends, but no one to stumble home with after Jimmy spikes my drinks. I don't want to rush into anything... I've done that so many times with total failure. I want to take it slow, with the right guy... go on a first date, then a second and third, then take him to dinner with my folks. I want a guy who isn't afraid of the possibility that maybe if we don't hate each other in a few years, will wanna fight the world to be together forever. I wanna have a kid when I get older... I know this is a long way off, but I want to raise someone special with someone special. I want to know that my life is important because I am responsible for bringing the next generation into the world to make it better than I was able to. I want to be a team with the perfect guy, I want to prove to no one but us that we are the best parents we could be. If I have a girl, I want to be that dad that scares the shit out of her first date... and if I have a boy, I want to make him the perfect gentleman. I want to freak out over my kid doing drugs or having sex... I want to be the bank of dad when he needs money to buy a car... I want to yell at her for running the cell phone bill so high. It sounds stupid, but I want to feel like shit after my kid tells me he hates me because I stopped him from doing something really stupid. I want to feel like the worst dad ever because I think I failed, then having her out of the blue give me a kiss on the cheek and say "daddy, I love you." I want to get into fights with my hubby on how to raise our kid... I want to worry together... i want to be a dad. But, first, I want to be loved by a guy who doesn't want to change me. I want to be loved for my stupid quirks and my tendency to fall apart over nothing. I want to take it slow, am I asking too much?

I’m so not Dead

10.27.2006 @ 5:19 PM in Lifestream
Really, I'm here.  It has been hell in the sociality dept. and sometimes I feel like being ignored.   But then I realize that I am once again falling into that stupid rut of existence. I dont feel like being a bitter fag this winter; I've bought far too much Banana to be mopey.  And the laptop is still being a C-unit, so I have to decide whether I want to spend 300+ to get a four year old ibook to work again... 

Work is fine, and the SEATTL project is almost finished. I've been working for two weeks getting prices and items for the new lab... 40k is what I've been able to settle on.  Then add in staffing salaries ( I get to have two new staff and an intern to abuse), a building room to move into, and the usual supplies budget, and you have a nice 100k OPTS proposal. Oh, yea... then you wait for a year and a half before you get an answer.  I hate waiting.

I'm officially back to hating men, again. I've whittled my way through six guys in the past few months; each one had a major flaw that prevented me from welcoming them into boyfriend status.  I'm trying not to be really choosy, this is all I need in a man:
  • Mildly pyscho - I'ce accepted the fact that I will never be able to date a normal man, and that my pheromones seem to attract nothing but sociopaths. In others words I can take you being on Zoloft, but not Risperdal.
  • Be under 30 - I'm not actually that picky on age, but I would like to maybe date a guy somewhere close to my age. That way, I won't naturally expect you to act mature.  It seems that I can't get a guy younger than 25 without wanting to strangle him with his Hollister rugby scarf.
  • Be out of the closet - This is big, and not because I'm a fluttering queen (STFU Chris), which I'm not.  It's because I would like to take you to dinner with my folks and then to yours. It's because if something crazy happens, I don't want to be the guy everyone asks "who is he?" when I'm being there for you in your crisis. It's because I am not closeted, and I will not hide anything that makes up a core part of me: being gay and in love (maybe) with you.  I don't live to flaunt my lifestyle, I live to live free.  If you want to be a private individual, that is fine. I understand, and I want you to be comfortable; just know I can't date you.
  • Be cute - I have a bit of a different taste in men.  I tend to fall for straight guys because straight is sooooooo cute.  I also like a man with meat on his bones. This does not make me a chubby chaser, I just want to snuggle up with a guy and hold his little paunchy belly and feel secure.  It's also field-tested that I just can't perform for anyone under 180lbs. The term for my ideal guy is a bear cub; find me a boy with a furry little belly and a tight ass and we just might have a winner.
  • Be satisfying - I'm not gonna get into the details, but damn, reciprocate. I can not stand guys that say they hate doing certain acts; why are you gay, then?
  • Be loving and personal - I tend to pour a lot into the guys I really like, and even into guys that I like just a little, its who I am.  If you are too clingy, we mave have an issue, but I want to know that you'll be there for me just as much as I am for you.
Thats kinda it.  I'm not asking for too much am i?




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Hey Mom! Guess what?

10.11.2006 @ 5:53 PM in Lifestream
I called my mom on Monday to tell her I added gogo dancing to my resume ( I made $150 last weekend, thank you very much).

The Heterosexual Agenda

10.03.2006 @ 2:35 PM in Lifestream
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You goddamn breeders...
No longer satisfied with

Wake me up when september ends.

10.02.2006 @ 7:34 PM in Lifestream
As you could probably tell, fresh posts have been a wee bit hard to find on me blog.