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I’m so not Dead

10.27.2006 @ 5:19 PM in Lifestream
Really, I'm here.  It has been hell in the sociality dept. and sometimes I feel like being ignored.   But then I realize that I am once again falling into that stupid rut of existence. I dont feel like being a bitter fag this winter; I've bought far too much Banana to be mopey.  And the laptop is still being a C-unit, so I have to decide whether I want to spend 300+ to get a four year old ibook to work again... 

Work is fine, and the SEATTL project is almost finished. I've been working for two weeks getting prices and items for the new lab... 40k is what I've been able to settle on.  Then add in staffing salaries ( I get to have two new staff and an intern to abuse), a building room to move into, and the usual supplies budget, and you have a nice 100k OPTS proposal. Oh, yea... then you wait for a year and a half before you get an answer.  I hate waiting.

I'm officially back to hating men, again. I've whittled my way through six guys in the past few months; each one had a major flaw that prevented me from welcoming them into boyfriend status.  I'm trying not to be really choosy, this is all I need in a man:
  • Mildly pyscho - I'ce accepted the fact that I will never be able to date a normal man, and that my pheromones seem to attract nothing but sociopaths. In others words I can take you being on Zoloft, but not Risperdal.
  • Be under 30 - I'm not actually that picky on age, but I would like to maybe date a guy somewhere close to my age. That way, I won't naturally expect you to act mature.  It seems that I can't get a guy younger than 25 without wanting to strangle him with his Hollister rugby scarf.
  • Be out of the closet - This is big, and not because I'm a fluttering queen (STFU Chris), which I'm not.  It's because I would like to take you to dinner with my folks and then to yours. It's because if something crazy happens, I don't want to be the guy everyone asks "who is he?" when I'm being there for you in your crisis. It's because I am not closeted, and I will not hide anything that makes up a core part of me: being gay and in love (maybe) with you.  I don't live to flaunt my lifestyle, I live to live free.  If you want to be a private individual, that is fine. I understand, and I want you to be comfortable; just know I can't date you.
  • Be cute - I have a bit of a different taste in men.  I tend to fall for straight guys because straight is sooooooo cute.  I also like a man with meat on his bones. This does not make me a chubby chaser, I just want to snuggle up with a guy and hold his little paunchy belly and feel secure.  It's also field-tested that I just can't perform for anyone under 180lbs. The term for my ideal guy is a bear cub; find me a boy with a furry little belly and a tight ass and we just might have a winner.
  • Be satisfying - I'm not gonna get into the details, but damn, reciprocate. I can not stand guys that say they hate doing certain acts; why are you gay, then?
  • Be loving and personal - I tend to pour a lot into the guys I really like, and even into guys that I like just a little, its who I am.  If you are too clingy, we mave have an issue, but I want to know that you'll be there for me just as much as I am for you.
Thats kinda it.  I'm not asking for too much am i?




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10.17.2006 @ 12:14 AM in Culture

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Originally uploaded by Buffawhat.

Im so sick... Cant wait to get better... Btw... Set up flickr blogging for my phone... So i can photo blog ugly poor quality pics of myself... Like this one

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10.16.2006 @ 8:32 PM in Culture

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Originally uploaded by Buffawhat.

View from work... On monday

Buffalo Pwnd

10.16.2006 @ 7:34 PM in Buffalo

Friends house on Friday
Originally uploaded by Buffawhat.

Nice... I never lost power, but the boiler isn't on in my building. So, I am freezing to death; and sick because of it. I'm not really complaining, I've been though enough hurricanes and floods down south that I feel like I could take a break form one natural disaster at least.

It's too cold to type... I'm at work, and we don't know what to do... I guess tomorrow will be a free for all

First Sheisty Snowy Day of The Year

10.12.2006 @ 9:56 PM in Buffalo
First Snow

[taken at work]

Hmmph... Just fantastic.

Hey Mom! Guess what?

10.11.2006 @ 5:53 PM in Lifestream
I called my mom on Monday to tell her I added gogo dancing to my resume ( I made $150 last weekend, thank you very much).

It’s Friday!

10.06.2006 @ 4:45 PM in Culture
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[Clickr to Flickr]
You're Goddamn right Spooker, I love Fridays too.

Speaking of YouTube, my current favorite music video

10.06.2006 @ 2:50 PM in Culture
This is such a well choreographed video... I love it. Check it out. OK Go - "Here It Goes Again" (on treadmills). [youtube]pv5zWaTEVkI[/youtube]

Google looking to Assimilate YouTube for 1.6 Billion

10.06.2006 @ 1:54 PM in Technology
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Completely unconfirmed here, but I read over at Techcrunch that a few hushed whispers are going around that Google may be in the final stages of Acquiring YouTube - for 1.6 Billion - into its family of power player web services. Silicon valley has been in a tizzy about the previous news that YouTube was looking to be bought, and worries were that NewsCorp would snatch them up. Fears of a MySpace-Video spam 3.0 machine were quickly soothed when NewsCorp announced they had no interest in the video community site. Google would benefit greatly from this sale, seeing that Google video was almost immediately trumped by YouTube's popularity. We must wait and see. Via - Techcrunch

Meet Spooker

10.05.2006 @ 8:12 PM in Culture

Spooker

[click here to go to hi-res via Flickr]